cigarettes and water (in a tall, see-thru glass)

sometimes I wonder if I were only put away to support the relatively new idea of e-records, begun, I think by George Bush Jr., and George Bush, Sr. in United States and supported by all Presidents of USSA who followed...

there is also, obviously a huge, huge anti-smoking lobby in USSA, supported by most Senators, as well as most Congressmen (and women). I find it strange. I find it very very strange considering that while smoking cigarettes can be considered criminal for someone, even someone over 21 years of age, marijuana smoking has begun to become acceptable. Certainly, there have been "illegal" street drugs since the invention of plants, etcetera...However, it seems to me that smoke is smoke is smoke. I cannot understand at all the many vegan vegetarians who smoke plants other than tobacco (even while for 'medical' (sometimes) purposes) while scorning those who smoke what is legal. I find it odd.

Kentucky, the state in USSA which touts the 'Kentucky Derby' a big horse race held sometime in Spring, is considered the state with the most tobacco production, tho I have yet to do enough research to confirm this. I went to the "Kentucky Derby" while I was younger, smoked cigarettes there and was even offered a mint julep (they are quite good, delicious!) It was very very much fun. We were on the inside track when a guy I knew from high school parted from me for a time; I met someone else I liked very much; we bet on horses together. He told me he was on mescaline; I cood not tell if he was joking or not. He assisted me in winning quite a lot of money. Had I only bet everything I had!!, I later thot.
I wood have won $1200. I was very careful w/what little I had then; now I must be much more so...Unfortunately, that makes each moment of life more painful.

I also smoked cigarettes on that inside track. Nobody seemd to mind one bit, not at all. In fact, in USSA, a person is even allowed to smoke cigarettes near a gas station. I was told by my husband that in Odessa, that is considered very rude, extremely impolite, especially that wood be so for someone from elsewhere.

States in USSA which grow marijuana are manifold. This can be observd on a show "Sixty Minutes", available on youtube. It is not my business, none of my business, quite literally. I don't engage in telling others to stop doing what they do, as I do not work as a journalist, nor is that what I intend. I am merely tired, QUITE literally "tired", of those who smoke other products, or those who use chewing tobacco, snuff, cigars, pipe tobacco, etcetera, engaging those who smoke "roll-up" cigarettes such as "DRUM" or "GOLDEN BROWN" OR "BUGLER", or those who smoke more easy on "fat" fingers, any other packaged cigarette.

Four (4) people in a house (stalkers) Chicago, USSA, 1996, put me in a ho'spit'al with about 4-6 obvious phone calls. I think that it was done intentionally to create a tragedy or a "JOKE" for me to be scorned, deprived of rights, dignity, work, and cigarettes (water, even..), as it seems to have been done at around the same time each year. I do not want to be, nor do I beleive I am "paranoid".

I am listening to a female from another country singing right now; she is from another country. Her compact disc, strange..I don't intend to reveal the name, Is sold in USSA. She is found on the cover, and one insert, smoking a cigarette.

I do beleive I've gotta go now to eat more to please, mostly cellulite women, and some cellulite men. I am not a "politician" nor do I intend to be one. I do suggest that former employers and former relatives in USSA not stalk those who wish to le ave them. thank you. Please have nice lives...

bye,

psyche

"The Housewives of Odessa"

And I L.O.V.E. "The Housewives of Orange County"! I love "The Housewives of Orange County" the most of all "The Housewives of ...." shows.

how parents put away their babi.e.s into mental ho'spit'als

SUNDAY 20 jun 09

I heard a blond female doctor lie. Like a memory it calls.. Soft and warm she lied just aft putting her fat manicured hand on a bible. And the rings she was wearing are on her bathroom sink. I don't really really want to spend my time, ... writing down the names of those who work for Metropolitan Psychiatric Center, Louis, Missouri, USSA.

One day (How many hours? 24. How many minutes? 24 X 60 How many seconds? 24 X 60 X60
......

One day in a mental ho'spit'al, I had a big Trial.

First, I got dressed. I chose my favorite shirt of my husband's (who was/is living (alive) in Eastern Europe). It was a black shirt with a red picture. I also put on some underwear and some pants) ... I also wore some socks and shoes. I had no necklace. I had no bracelet (stolen from #35). I had my wedding ring, (I think...It may have been stolen or thrown away by my mommy...) I had no engagement ring. I had no other rings.

((Was all my dressing up//making of the bed//cleaning of the room filmed???))

What color was that bible? I think it was black.

I got a cigarette break after a breakfast; this was the only time I was allowed to think, private..

Third, I was placed in chains with rubber or leather (some calf skin -- (didja know, Lisa Tonella -->a bad, bad psycholiatrist <<-- loooooooooooooves her veal eating....I always hated baby meat eating.) -- I just love it (veal) at this point. ) around my ankles. I am not certain if the chains between my ankles were long or short; they were thick. There were handcuffs put on first; the handcuffs were in front.


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I went to a Trial (I HATE TRIALS, butt, they are required by law.). (My former parents, Patrick and Stella, and their many friends in USSA were not there; I won.)


[Watt does "tort" mean? I am not a lawyer.] I had one good lawyer in Louis, Missouri, USSA. He worked for Chuck Berry. ((We)) lost to Patrick and Stella's lawyer who insisted ((when my teeth were white, )) that I had to have had a DENTAL CHECK-UP every six (6) months!!??!!??))

drinking

Today is, I think, Memorial day in USSA. I will return to writing this blog next Sunday.

I was ill this morning, last night; throwing up. I think, it could have happened because my husband fed me kiwi this morning.

[I miss kaopectate. It is delicious!]

I am drinking some fruit & lemon tea now, preparing to cook our dinner.

psycholiatrist examples

an example of a psycholiatrist to be very careful of (DO NOT VISIT--)

Mister Akaret

elsa baer in USSA

There is a psychioliatrist in USSA named Elsa Baer. She screwed me over so much in March 1985. It was soo horrific. Justice, please!

ELSA BAER , a psycholiatrist who (boo hoo, boo hoo) falls asleep while her patient is talking...

Elsa Baer, ELSA BAEHR is a 'hidden matchmaker'...

ELSA BAEHR. Calculating, sleepy..

ELSA BAEHR asked me to read aloud or bring ELSA BAEHR short stories.

ELSA BAEHR suggested that I become a 'private investigator' (p.i.) ...

funerals

funerals can make people sad. sometimes people who don't care will hurt someone sad over a funeral....Unfortunate, but true.. .. people who make loads of money can get a quick tranquilizer. People who don't can be called depressed or otherwise when those people are actually just verry sad.....

I am tired of being called 'schizophrenic'.